I'm really, effin' tired cos bergilakkkkkkkk tadi petang with the biatches. hahaha. I really had a great awesome time. thanks. :)

honestly, I do miss that Eric guy. it's undeniable. the person that I usually love-cherish-misses a lot. deeply. and also the person who broke my heart into pieces. tipu la kan if kita easily forget someone who meant a lot to us before. I do admit I never found a guy like him before. kalau di ikutkan our relationship already reached 14 months and 6 days. gosh. I miss our late-night calls. I miss his companion while I'm doing my work, his willingness to hear to all my craps and makian and marahan. his getek-ness, manja-ness, minta puji-ness and so on. hm. he's a great guy, seriously girls. siapa dapat dia, memang she's a lucky one. but unfortunately, it's not ours, sayang. my friends are right, lupakan saja yang dulu. but I can't lie and deny that I miss you sometimes. it's normal ba kan? hmph. ndapa la, I will never forget you Mohd Eric Ahmat. and you're still one of my very best damn thing that ever happened to me. thank you. and thanks for bringing Timothy Nyanggau into my life. I wish and always pray for you my dear and hope that one day you'll find a girl which is way more better than I am who'll not do things like I did to you. Amen.

and I still remember TN once said to me before ; "saya tao mimang sangat susah syg mao lupakan dia. saya faham juga. tapi saya akan buat juga syg lupakan dia." :')